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Sunday, November 08, 2009

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 13:49:43 GMT

So I brought home several pictures from dramafest which were pasted on the walls of DXO for (3) Hours of Summer just for ~~*memory's sake*~~ and then I realise, shit, they are all of me and jie yang for the publicity materials drinking at a coffee shop and so they look like ~~*couple pictures*~~ and so this has resulted in a bit of interrogation from the mother who is always quick to ask "Do you have a boyfriend?" and everytime I say no, she says "Are you lesbian?"

Oh, the care and concern they shed on me.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 13:36:32 GMT

What the hell, Lukman.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 13:02:18 GMT

I was very vicious last night. I might've been a little irrational, plus, I'm a woman going through pre- menstrual swings so pardon my language. But with all that said, I certainly dislike being lied to and being falsely humiliated. I suspect it's like getting kicked in the nuts by someone you don't have a liking for. I don't like what school has turned me into lately, I just want to be a Victoria and be zen and be an escapist for awhile. I know it isn't anyone's fault but myself and I just don't know what to do with me anymore...

...Maybe something happy can happen to me for awhile. Like today, I ate Collagen Tofu Dessert and although it sounded very healthy and therefore dull, it tasted just like tau huey, which is my second love (After Geography). And I also finally managed to get my Bush Honey yoghurt which has been missing in action from several supermarkets islandwide. (I know it's probably just me that I can never find what I want. NOTE: EUPHEMISM)

Two good things in one day make me happy and calm, for now.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 13:38:26 GMT

I haven't walked from Lido to Cityhall in really long, I have lost my drive, Got sianzz by the time we reached Rendezvous today.

I have found out the truth of this morning; apparently I cried and cried exclaiming that I didn't want to go to school.... Which is strange because I don't recall any of this at all, Is there a world between the conscious and unconscious?

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 15:29:51 GMT

Ok You know what? I'm really tired, I'm going to stop wondering and trying, I'm simply too exhausted. Let's all hold hands and pretend we're happy, people!

Monday, October 19, 2009

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 02:11:13 GMT

All that beef and chicken and salmon is starting to settle all over inside me, fats are jiggling I can feel it and it ttly doesn't help its that time of the month. And my skin, oh my god my skin, it burnz with acne. Life sux take drugx.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 09:22:32 GMT

I have one hour to kill at transit in Moscow, so I shall just jot down this very sexciting week of independence and father- daughter bonding.

I.
Well, I revealed to my father my magical left elbow as we were shopping at Nike because I was admiring a pink soccer ball but too bad it was kids size so I didn't get it, and all of you who have thoughts about how I am small anyway and the size of the ball would've been just nice for my little self, shut up, now. And then came the topic about how I wanted to be goalie but then realized how detrimental that would possibly be for my future considering my left arm is, well, distorted. Then he proceeded, "HUH?"
And I proceeded to show him the left arm and...
"What the hell? How come I've never noticed this? Does your mother know about this?!"
... And the rest is just bickering.
But very cute bickering hehehe.

II.
I ventured alone half the time in Houston, this means Factory outlet shopping and shopping at malls and well, shopping. But the other half with sightseeing I ventured with the cabin crew. And let me tell you how wonderful it is being a stewardess/steward/inflight supervisor/first officer/second officer/captain....
-THEY DINE HIGH-END EVERY NIGHT
-SHOP SHOP SHOP
-RENT CARS AND DRIVE AROUND AND GO HAVE FUN AT NASA AND TOURISTY ATTRACTIONS LIKE BATTLESHIPS...
And yes, that's their job??
Hello??
SIA, HIRE ME????

III.
Having the hotel room to myself for 3 days was damn shiok plz. I just walked around naked everywhere without a care in the world I just want to live in a hotel forever.

IV.
Throughout the entire trip I had to try so hard to not think about Two things. It was damn difficult, like walao guilty conscience hanging over me every time I received a receipt and the other was just damn irritating in my mind all the time like GTFO, SRZLY. Hate being a pubescent teen!!~ Like feeling the world will never turn out right lah, everyone hates me lah, shit happens all the time lah... How can one person feel so much at one time, right? Shit, srzly.

V.
I'm truly enriched by travelling alone. It's damn sexciting and I now feel prepared to take on the world alone!

VI.
I watched My Sister's Keeper twice and both times I cried like some mad dog I bet if I watched it again I'd still cry like a mad dog??? Freaking hormones...I watched an awesome British film also, THE BOAT THAT ROCKED.. ITS LIKE THE BEST MOVIE I HAVE EVER WATCHED and I'm so glad I took that leap of faith by choosing that channel onboard. Kids, this goes to show that you should never judge a book by its cover/title. Because the movie sounded damn lame but I decided I had to be adventurous because I'm adventurous atiqa and watched it and it is truly the best there is in British film plus I like all things British so.... WIN!! There were other films I thought sounded gay but I watched anyway because I couldn't sleep and they turned out to be Freaking Awsm. From this I have learnt to even more Adventurous than I already am hehe.

VII.
Shit lah confirm put on alot of weight bloody thanks to the crew for having dinner out every night bloody hell CHEESECAKE FACTORY ACROSS THE ROAD. Then all the stupes fastfood joints with awsm chicken~ and fries~Not forgetting seafood dinner by the pier. SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT I KNEW IT, ITS ALL THEIR FAULT!!!!!#@%#%^%$%@#

VIII.
I come back with good music playlist too from all the ads on TV and on board the flight.. HOTSHOTS~~ hahahahha

Ok I miss listing.. I cannot wait to start academic lists.. GRR ACADEMIC. THE WORD, IT BURNZZ~~

Can't wait to be home, I miss everybody! My mum and my friends!! Ok Amira, you too..Kind of, abit.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 06:10:28 GMT

All I can say is I'm very proud of my father for having landed so brilliantly under foggy conditions in Moscow. No bumps whatsoever and proper stabilizing of tail wind. And this is very rare, Good job!

On another note, it is 2am and I can't sleep and there's no food in the hotel room and I can't go out to Walgreen's cos like it's abit scary?

Ok BB

Friday, September 25, 2009

Fri, 25 Sep 2009 13:58:04 GMT

David slapped me in the right tit today, by accident I'm sure, But it really really hurt. Acute pain~, never felt that way, Ever

Monday, September 21, 2009

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 14:11:00 GMT

After today I have 5 litres of tau huey chui(sp??) and some fish- looking pomelo and tons of powerful colorful cake in my stomach. All thanks to my creative Chinese friends who visited for Hari Raya.I would also like to say how cute Annjie looks playing Guitar Hero and Wii Fit